I hate where I live and the people here?

Do you have any best friends, teachers or relatives who can give you a place to stay?? Tell them about your problems..I think they will help you after hearing your touching your stories. If your family is concerned about you, they will try their best to look for you if you are not at home for more than 2 -3 days. If your family has never tried to look for you, I think you should not go back to that home anymore. Try to move out, strive for your own future first, once you succeed, then only you go back to see them. Meanwhile, you can also change their life by moving them out to a more appropriate place to live.